A poem called guidance.

It's fathers day, this is the time of year when you show your appreciation to the best dad in the world for always being there as a great role model and a best friend throughout your entire life...

What do you think fathers day is about? 

Fathers day is about appreciation of the best role model in your life that will stick with you thick and thin for the rest of his life, who will help you when you're down, who will guide you on the right path and support all that you do.

A father who sees a problem and makes things right, a father you can you can trust 100%. 

The kind of father that worries about these children and have to call them to see if they're ok.

The fathers who will protect their children from a bullet.

The kind of father that goes on adventures and when you're older you have a pint and your child is proud of the role model you have become! 

A father who will takes time out and cross many hills just to say hello without excesses!

The kind of father who gives unconditional love.

The kind of father that shows respect and love and compassion towards his children. .  

If you are that kind of father, then I hope you had a fantastic fathers day and if you're not, well as a parent you earn that special day so here's a little poem I'll put your way just for fathers day to say I've not forgotten this special day... 

Guidance.

The guidance that's meant to be shared, passed from generation to generation that's always meant to be there, unconditional love is the meaning of birth as you have now brought a life so pressures to this earth.

A parent's love should always stay, but sometimes it's the parents demons that stand in the way, passing them down on generations to come, knowing you can't face the truth so they choose to run! 

As you get older, you start to understand and that's when the puzzle's all comes to hand! 

No matter how many times you try to do the right thing, you can never win with people that want you to sink! You push yourself day and night, but it's other people's demons keep wanting to fight, so this is me putting them demons right, I do my best day and night and my demons I assure you have seen the light.

Did I say demon's? Yes, that's right! My demons that haunted me day and night, I had to face them head on with nowhere to run and nowhere to hide, all that I had was just my pride, so here I stand with my pride in my hands, all your lies and betrayal I can never understand.

As for me, my demons were only a lesson to see the betrayal and hurt that was put around me and that is the reason I speak from the inner me. 

With all the wrong and right paths I've followed, when my grandparents left this world my heart was filled with nothing but sorrow knowing I will never see them ever again not even tomorrow! 

The only true role models I had, and then left with a family that are bad, I find it hard to say the word dad......

A broken family tree with the last Swarbick now remains being me and then that's the end of this broken family tree..

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These three Items below are symbols of the best guidance I had in my life growing up, the flower paperweight was my great Grans, 'My Nana's mum. ' Who played a great part in my life when I was a child through to my teens before parting this world. 

Then there's my granddads bus pass that I do carry around in my wallet for good luck and have done since he passed away, he was a great guy and a true role model that was always there for his family and especially his Grandson, 'Me!' 

The crystal was given to me by my Nana that is once again in view, these three role modals in my life shown me, love and understanding, kindness and compassion, loyalty and respect, these were qualities that other family member's lack and never shown to start with, not even to this day, 'Sad, but very true!'

If there was any role modals in my life, it was my grandparents who I lived with in my teens due to a bad parents. My Grandparents will always be my role modals even though they are not here, they will always be here with me. R.I.P they're surely never forgotten. 

                 

   

Tomorrow is never promised, so you have to do what's in your heart today where still have a voice and where we are still alive...

Stay safe everyone and keep smiling, life is to short not to... 

To be continued...