Blog post by Kevin Swarbrick

I made a promise to  the awesome author, Marta Moran Bishop, that I would answer these A to Z questions about me as requested on FaceBook, but I thought I would use it as a blog post for everyone to read also. You can find, Marta's work on Amazon, one amazing woman, not to mention one fantastic author, that's really well worth checking out... UK  http://amzn.to/1HosOaT US  http://amzn.to/1NYcgbh Well, here goes... A- Age:   I am the big 40 in July... Where have them years gone I do keep asking myself. B- Biggest fear: My biggest fear was losing my Nan, I knew my Nan was the only person that had held the family together, unfortunately I'm living what my fear was! C- Current Time: 00.14 D- Drink you last had: Coffee. E- Easiest person to talk to: Jennie. F- Favorite Song: Cleaning out my closet by,  Eminem. G- Grossest memory: Whatching your mother being beaten by her ex boyfriend as a chil...

Pain we can never lose, I thought over the years I had recognized the true meaning of pain, Yes, I have felt the pain beyond pain when it comes to relationships, family's, bully's, Abuse, Homelessness... I could go on, but my words are expressed in my writing, there my memories of all the dark times and great times stay, giving the reader enjoyment from a story that's part of my past that stayed a memory so clear to this day. I thought I was dealt the entire pain card deck, I thought life couldn't make me feel the emotions that I am feeling to this day! They say that when you lose a very close member of your family, time is meant to heal, and sure enough it does, but the pain will always remain there in the back of your mind wanting to jump out at you, anything you hear reminds you of a time that was, you feel your stomach turning, your heart beating faster, and then the tears start to run down your face with flashbacks that can't be replaced, just memories tha...